real life

I am finally starting to feel a little bit more like Car, and a little less like a black hole.

I didn't get to go to Disneyland like I would have liked, but my friends sort of helped save my life this weekend.
A second guitar, my second family, Mario and all his carts, a bottle of wine, and a lady that lives half way across the country but understands and accepts me completely, and doesn't mind having 2 different conversations with me, on the same subject, at the same time. They all helped too ;)

I don't believe in any part of my soul that I will be alone forever.
But I'm sure it doesn't help that I only ever fall in love with fictional characters.

[I don't want to go to jail.]
But more on that later...