I AM

not enough.
too much.

going going going
trying to get gone...

reading and re-reading.
writing and un-writing.

unconnecting so that I can reconnect.

saved by those [mostly just One]
who have died
and trying turn their stories into life.

less than
most of the time

better than before at keeping my head up.

so unsure
but excellent at acting.

a comedy in many acts.

sick of the grass on the other side.

me.
me me me.

enough?

trying.