Tuesday, March 11, 2008

life is sweet

It's just all the crappy people that make it so damn annoying sometimes.

Seriously, don't work like clockwork once in a while. If I can predict what you are going to do 7 days before you actually do it, you suck.
I put on an effing dress. I told myself not to get excited despite of putting on the dress, and I got up this morning with a knot in my stomache. Half due to excitemet, and half to nervousness that I was going to be right.
I shouldn't have to do that. I shouldn't have to bottle my excitement or not be proud of my dress wearing, or have a knot that can't decide if it's good or bad.
But crappy people....crappy people don't know how to not act in ways that make happy people erupt in these feelings.

And the worst part?
Oh, well the worst part is that, despite the few minutes of happiness these crappy people take out of my life, I have so much faith in people I care about, I will give them another chance. Because faith has made my life as wonderful as it is today, and how can I turn my back on my foundation?
For once in my life, all I pray for is to be completely and utterly WRONG.

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